this is the memory

this is the curse of having too much time to think about it
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sigh

sigh

http://www.health.com/health/gallery/0,,20515167_10,00.html

wow, really??

also..

http://www.health.com/health/gallery/0„20515167_11,00.html

9 months ago

http://www.health.com/health/gallery/0,,20521449_1,00.html

uh-oh oops..

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Isn’t the first step to getting over it acknowledging that you are?

9 months ago
haha..

haha..

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I refuse to put depressing things on the other tumblr.

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*sigh*…

fuckyeahfelines:

This is my cat Missie, she is ten years old. Around Late June, Missie began to loose her appetite and became less active. We took her to the vet, but they could not find anything wrong with her. After a while, the only thing she would eat was cat treats and  sometimes wet food that we finger fed her with. We thought that maybe she would gain an appetite and be back to her usual happy, active self. That wasn’t the case, in fact, it was the exact opposite. She has been refusing to eat anything for the past four or five days now, and I’ve been trying my best to help her. I spend the majority of the days now by her side, keeping her company, hoping that she will come out of this. My parents want to put her down, with my agreement to it, but the thing is I don’t think I can let her go.  Everyday after school, the first thing I would do when I got home was see her. When she meowed for attention I was the person who gave it to her. At night I would let her sleep on my bed because no one else would, even if it meant she would take my spot. I was always the one to take her to the vet for her check up because she felt safe with me. I love my Missie so, so much. The fact that my parents are leaving the choice to get her put down, or  let her live (possibly in suffering) to a sixteen year old girl who loves her to death is so emotionally draining and unbearable. Cat’s have the natural instinct not to show pain, but I really wish they could. That way, if we do go ahead and put her down, I know that I made the right choice, instead of wondering ”What  if she did have a chance?” I love Missie so much, and I can’t imagine ever letting her go. When she goes, a huge part of me goes with her.
For all you people reading this, I thank you for your time and concern. I would really appreciate if you could pray for her well being or have her in your thoughts.

Good luck good luck :)

fuckyeahfelines:

This is my cat Missie, she is ten years old. Around Late June, Missie began to loose her appetite and became less active. We took her to the vet, but they could not find anything wrong with her. After a while, the only thing she would eat was cat treats and  sometimes wet food that we finger fed her with. We thought that maybe she would gain an appetite and be back to her usual happy, active self. That wasn’t the case, in fact, it was the exact opposite. She has been refusing to eat anything for the past four or five days now, and I’ve been trying my best to help her. I spend the majority of the days now by her side, keeping her company, hoping that she will come out of this. My parents want to put her down, with my agreement to it, but the thing is I don’t think I can let her go.  Everyday after school, the first thing I would do when I got home was see her. When she meowed for attention I was the person who gave it to her. At night I would let her sleep on my bed because no one else would, even if it meant she would take my spot. I was always the one to take her to the vet for her check up because she felt safe with me. I love my Missie so, so much. The fact that my parents are leaving the choice to get her put down, or  let her live (possibly in suffering) to a sixteen year old girl who loves her to death is so emotionally draining and unbearable. Cat’s have the natural instinct not to show pain, but I really wish they could. That way, if we do go ahead and put her down, I know that I made the right choice, instead of wondering ”What  if she did have a chance?” I love Missie so much, and I can’t imagine ever letting her go. When she goes, a huge part of me goes with her.

For all you people reading this, I thank you for your time and concern. I would really appreciate if you could pray for her well being or have her in your thoughts.

Good luck good luck :)

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amishi meeshi meesh meeshimeesh meeshmeesh mishi mishimishi <3 <3 <3 loooooooooool SO FUN

fuck my life

and fuck night

and fuck my life

and fuck night

and fuck my life

and fuck night

idk what to believe..

idk if I can believe anything…

I’m really afraid to feel happy because it never lasts.

Andy Warhol (via heartlesskisses)

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God I hate nighttime.

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